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Das fB Update von Ellissa.
Ist zwar kein direktes Update, dennoch finde ich es im Kontext von MET V:tM und des Kickstarters inspirierend:
Ist zwar kein direktes Update, dennoch finde ich es im Kontext von MET V:tM und des Kickstarters inspirierend:
Elissa Alighieri
"You're a tabletop gamer. Why the fuck are you working on a LARP project?"
I'm actually surprised no one has asked me this. I've asked it to myself a lot. I'm the By Night Studios n00b. I've only been playing Mind's Eye Theatre since the very end of 2011. Hell, when I went to The Grand Masquerade 2011, I thought the LARPs were fan created. I had no idea the Mind's Eye Theatre game line even existed until well after GM was over.
So why do it? Why this property? My 22 years of VTM history involves rolling dice, not playing Rock-Paper-Scissors. So why work on Mind's Eye Theatre?
Because I just discovered it. And I want my twenty fucking years of playing and loving it, goddamnit! It's like discovering Halo 2 multiplayer right before they are going to shut the servers down. Or getting into a band that is breaking up in the middle of their last tour. I don't want to be a part of the tail end of this. I want to see this continue.
I go to games and hear about how there *used to be* 200 people, there *used to be* all this excitement. Motherfuckers, I WANT THAT! I want to see that back, I want to be a part of it. Other people have a vested interest in seeing something they love continue. I have an interest in being able to see it at all.
Tabletop games are small. I can bully 5 other people into rolling dice with me. But the large scale LARPs - the international games where what someone does in Boston effects what I see in Los Angeles? That takes more than me yelling. That takes a bigger change than I can provide on my own.
I love VTM. And, from 2003 to 2011, I thought I was the only one left who knw what it was. I got my Brujah tattoo not because I had 20 years of playing one character to commemorate... but because I hadn't played in almost 10. I wanted to commemorate something that, even unplayed, still spoke to me. I found a random tattoo artist while I was on tour who, somehow, brought up that he was a Gangrel... and I decided on the spot to get the tattoo from him because he was the first person in *years* to even know what VTM was! I got it because it was deeply personal - a tattoo I fully expected to never be able to explain to anyone who saw it. I got it not to celebrate something that I was a part *of* - but to celebrate something that was a part of *me.* I still think of it as a mark of isolation, not community. As far as I knew, I was the only Brujah left in the world but goddamnit, I was still a goddamn Brujah and proud.
I thought I was alone in loving this game. Everyone else talks about the friends they made playing it, that those friendships are part of why they want it to continue. After I graduated college and moved to LA, I didn't have anyone in my life who played. For me, it was an intellectual love - a solitary love. But still a powerful love.
So now I know that I'm not alone. And now I know there are other people, like me, who were "lost". Other players who had no idea MES or OWbN or Mind's Eye Theatre itself existed. I want to find them. I want to find the vampire loving kids like I used to be - the kids who are growing up on True Blood, and Vampire Diaries and yes even Twilight - and show them that there is something even cooler. Something they can be a part of. Something that they can *create*.
And that is my job at By Night. I'm not the Veteran rules genius like Kevin Millard. I'm not the living WoD encyclopedia that is Lears Fool. I'm the voice for the New, the Lapsed and the Lost. I'm the one who *doesn't* have 20 years of MET knowledge, which means I'm often the one going "this makes no manner of goddamn sense". And we need that - because if we are going to teach the New, reawaken the Lapsed and find the Lost then they will have the same questions I do. We have to make something that is clear in and of itself, that is useful to veteran players and total n00bs equally.
I haven't been LARPing for very long. I only vaguely understand the mechanics of MET: Revised. I have a gap that is almost a decade long where I didn't play Vampire. And that is why I'm on board - because I know enough to know that a change is needed. And while everyone else can speak for the players who have kept the torch burning for two decades, I can speak to what it is like to walk in the dark and feel alone.