Lost key

Sometimes I think,
Nothing else could go wrong
For everything did before.
There are times I think
It couldn’t get worse,
But then it even does.

There’s no reason why
I should try
To change my situation,
Even if I did so
The pain would only grow
For I am too easily hurt.

Sometimes when I’m alone,
All viewers are gone,
I suddenly start to cry.
Mostly I hide
My true fellings inside
So nobody worries ‘bout me.

There’s no reason why
I should try
To change my situation,
Even if I did so
The pain would only grow
For I am too easily hurt.

If there is someone
I could open my heart to,
I somehow get scared and retreat.
Because I’m afraid
To get hurt again
I locked up my heart, but lost the key.
©by Elfchen